advice for the slut.

this is what you get when you think too highly of yourself.
when you think that the world revolves around you and that your perfect little life is what everyone wants.
i think some people just give themselves and their boyfriends waaaaaaaay too much credit.

reality check!
HELLO.

i feel like a load has been lifted off my shoulders.
i feel like one year later, things have come full circle.
that i've been vindicated, and more than ever, i've come to finally believe that such relationships that start off in ways like that, are doomed.
i feel like FINALLY i get to tell you off and do it right this time round.
yes, go ahead and cry to him. i don't give a flying fuck.

i am not bitter and neither am i "obsessed" with your loser of a boyfriend because i know for sure that when he told me "i should find someone better than him", he was telling the truth. cos he really is a dumb fuck. and yes, that's the only thing he's said to me that i actually believe today - THAT I DESERVE BETTER.
he has no personality or character. and to this day, does not even know how to get around his GUILT.



i have better things in life to worry about and even better things to look forward to and enjoy.
and, as cliche as it sounds, i have the whole world out there, for me.
while you stay and rot here with a small-minded, cowardly bastard who cries to you everytime he reads his ex-girlfriend's blog and feels lousy. PFFT. SERIOUSLY. fucking.grow.a.backbone.

i don't understand how some people can be so blinded and think that they've done nothing wrong.
slut, please wake up and smell the garbage that the both of you have built your relationship on.



there can be only one reason why you feel so darn insecure and afraid and jealous. i think you need to ask yourself why. how could you possibly get so DAMN INSECURE that you could go find my msn, add me, and come and tell me to my face to stay away from that loser? or worse, did you realise how insecure you are to the point where you're actually searching for me on the internet and blogstalking me?! and lest i fail to mention, leaving caustic comments on my posts? you seriously need to get a life. something is seriously...SERIOUSLY wrong if you and him keep reading this blog and then cry to each other about how mean i am to you. quite PERVERSE, really.

did you even think about what you did? WHERE IS YOUR PRIDE WOMAN!?
third parties usually cower away and live in guilt for the rest of their lives. maybe you should go buy one of those "DUMMIES GUIDE TO BEING A 3RD PARTY" books and then flip to the section on how to behave when feeling insecure in newly-"acquired" relationships.


and finally, i believe you are 21 this year. so act your age, damnit! stop behaving like a kid at a birthday party.


YOU MESSED WITH THE WRONG GIRL, SLUT.

i leave you with words from a wise friend:

"screw each other, screw yourself, disappear. I'll do even better on my own"