i feel like there are so many things still unresolved, things still waiting to be reconnected, settled. My mind, my body and my soul do not feel at ease. I thought it would be easy to kill things off forever but i guess its starting to catch up with me, more than a year later. I wonder if you are feeling the same. i am sometimes amazed that i still think of you after all this while. I don't know. It's not like i love you anymore, but it's more like i need to resolve this properly.