and then tell me that it's okay to cheat.
because it isn't.
and then you'll know how painful it is for the parties involved.
and then you'll know how heartbreaking it can be.
and then you'll know it takes a lot of strength to come back from it and redeem yourself.
something you obviously haven't done.
and will probably never do, in the next 5 years, or maybe for the rest of your pathetic, cowardly life.
running away from the truth.
to me, you used to be so much more.
now you are simply a lesser being.
i'm not bitter. and i'm not angry. and i'm not sad or in pain. or indifferent.
i'm just the way i am now.
and i say this ONLY matter-of-factly - once a cheater, always a cheater.
don't bother telling yourself that you are a good person. you may have been one, but now you aren't.
not until you face up to who you are.
and right all your wrongs.
go ahead, tell me i'm wrong.
tell me i'm a bitch. i dare you.
i don't care. you know you don't have the courage to face me, to talk to me and to tell me you're sorry.
because as much as i am a bitch right now, at least i am not living a LIE.
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