iran.

so many problems. no answers.
where do i start?

nuclear proliferation
islamic fundamentalism
oil security

what do i do? which would be most important in this day and age?!
i have to meet my supervisor for the first time tomorrow and give her some semblance of a proposal. i haven't gotten anything concrete down. i'm so screwed.

i panicked and borrowed 4 books from the library today. on iran, us foreign policy and iran-us relations. but i haven't gone through a single one. instead i am furiously printing fact sheets from the bbc website. such a noob.


i realise i've been talking about my thesis alot lately. i'm sorry if this bores you. it's what i think of almost everyday, half the time i'm awake. the other half of my time, i think of ......well, i think of not so happy things. which i don't really want to talk about anymore. and which i am very, very close to forgetting because i don't see a point in keeping those memories anymore. not even the good ones. well, there aren't any good ones left, i'm afraid.

let's not talk about unhappy things, shall we?

i realised that my blog posts have become rather short. i think it's because i'm very busy. and it's only the first week of school! :(
today i met a friend and he saw me carrying like a gazillion (well okay 4) books and a whole lot of notes and asked me why the hell i was being such a nerd at week 1 of school. i didn't have a choice okay. i procastinated. and now am trying to do a thesis proposal (something that's going to secure me my first class), in 2 hours. good job, shirah.

okay i better head back now.
if these posts get shorter in the coming weeks, i might get a twitter feed. dunno. see how it goes.

BYE!