when september ends.

it is the last hour of the last day of my favouritest month of the year!

sigh.

this is another sigh moment.

so, all together now,

sigh.

i love september. there's something about the way it sounds, how it's placed in the order of the months of the year, the seasons it represents, the feeling it gives me, i don't know...the month of september is just home to me. home-ly.

tomorrow is the first day of october. (sounds rather yucky as a month don't you think? ORK-TOH-BURH...err. eww.)

i don't really want october to come. it's as if i'm fighting against time passing on the one hand, and yet somewhat happy that time is passing quickly and the old wounds are beginning to heal. it'll be 6 months. half a year. not that i've been counting, i just realised it on the way back home today...six months. wow.

i just conceptualise it in this way - i just, well, i've stopped counting. i just think of it as (in the words of a friend), "time passing". and that's all there is to it. time passing. time. passing.

i finally got my tall green tea latte today!! although it was sub-par and it took waaaayyy too long. i miss matcha green tea. this is the closest i can get to it. thank you, starbucks.

on the flip side, i am however, extremely annoyed with certain nus kids. they are such book hoarding kancheong closet mugger shitheads!! i can't even get hold of any of the books i need for my presentation (which is a lonngggg way to go; in three weeks to be exact) because of these dumb dumbs!!!!!!! GARH.

and the majority of them are honours students, which means they can keep the books for a month at least.

i swear i'm going to borrow all the damn books i need and hoard them and start a damn BOOK CARTEL DAMNIT.

i need to start on readings soon, so i'm really sorry if this post is such a short one - there hasn't been anything that interesting happening in my life lately either; or at least too many interesting things to reveal here! come and ask me, and if you qualify, maybe i'll tell you more ;)

i finished both my mid-terms as of today, and boy, am i so ultra-relieved. i was however, super cranky and pms-ey. i think it's about time for the time of the month! hehe. argh. just come already! stop putting me through these grumpy, grouchy mooods! madness, i tell you.

have you ever seen me drive when i pms? i drive like .....like.....

A MAN!!!

YES!! A MAN!!

yes. i honk and i curse and i swear under my breath and sometimes i do it out loud! (oooh..rebellious!)

and i also partake in the display of hand gestures. ones that are not illegal of course. blame it on my indian genes. they drive like that in india. all the time.

wait, it's kinda like that in China too. hahaha. so i've got the best of both worlds, but the worst of both driving styles.

gee, great. thanks mum. thanks dad.

will be catching defending the caveman tomorrow. hopefully it perks me up and it lifts this pms-ey cloud that threatens to unleash its reign of hormonal terror on anyone i come across. including the ever so cute and adorable and sexy looking K. (hehehehe dunch tell u).

ahhh. i need all the willpower and strength i can muster right now. the next two to three weeks (maybe 4), will be hell on earth. and i have to find some way to motivate myself to get my ass out of bed and off the internet and do some serious work. it's been so long overdue.

no more party.

only study.

okay over and out.

catch you soon :)